Category: Personal Reflections

  • Gen X: We Were Supposed to Be Too Sharp for This Sh*t

    Gen X: We Were Supposed to Be Too Sharp for This Sh*t

    There’s a very specific kind of shame in watching a country fall apart and realizing your generation was supposed to stop it.

    We were the skeptical kids. The “don’t fall for it” crowd. We grew up with irony, sarcasm, and a healthy distrust of institutions. We made fun of cults. We rolled our eyes at televangelists. We knew better.

    At least, we thought we did.

    We were the last analog generation—and the first digital one. We knew how to rewind a cassette and reboot a modem. We brought the internet into being, and with it, the promise of better information, smarter systems, and a more connected world.

    We gave the world Google, Amazon, YouTube.

    We gave it Nirvana, Nine Inch Nails, the Wu-Tang Clan.

    We built the platforms. Designed the interfaces.

    We were supposed to be the bridge between what was and what could be.

    But now?

    We’re watching the whole thing buckle—and pretending we’re just observers.

    We post memes about how great it was to grow up drinking from hoses, while an entire generation can’t afford rent, let alone a mortgage.

    We forward videos about “the good old days” while Gen Z drowns in debt, climate fear, and medical bills for anxiety disorders they inherited from watching us lose the plot.

    And who’s in charge now?

    Trump. Again.

    President 2.0.

    This time with fewer guardrails, more power, and even less shame.

    And standing right behind him, RFK Jr.—now Secretary of Health—gutting the CDC, firing career scientists, and rebuilding America’s public health policy around gut feelings and internet comment sections.

    We used to point at the USSR and say, “Those poor people don’t get real news—just government propaganda.”

    Now we’ve got half the country cheering for our own state-run media, rage-bait headlines, and “alternative facts,” while willingly ignoring everything they know is true.

    We’re not living in 1984. We’re living in something dumber.

    A self-inflicted propaganda state where people know it’s bullshit—and eat it up anyway.

    And Gen X?

    We were supposed to be immune to this.

    Too jaded. Too sharp. Too allergic to fascism.

    We were supposed to be the firewall.

    But we ghosted.

    No Gen X president because the boomers.

    No major Gen X political movement.

    No defining generational stand.

    We just kept scrolling.

    Kept reposting.

    Kept telling ourselves we were “above it.”

    But the truth is—we’re blowing it.

    We were there when the rot was setting in.

    And we didn’t stop it.

    We let the dumbest grifter of our lifetime sell America a cheap hat and a fake war on reality.

    We watched as housing became a luxury, healthcare became a subscription plan, and truth became a punchline.

    We let RFK Jr. cosplay as a truth-teller while he dismantled actual science.

    And now, with AI about to automate our jobs, scrape our souls, and deepfake us into oblivion, we’re busy sharing memes about the 80s while billionaires plug themselves into immortality servers.

    We were supposed to be the generation that didn’t fall for bs.

    Instead, we’re managing the collapse like theme park actors refusing to break character while the rollercoaster catches fire.

    And yeah, I’m a bit crispy about all of this.

    Not just at Trump. Not just at RFK Jr.

    But at us.

    We were supposed to be too sharp for this sh*t.

    We were supposed to know better.

    We were supposed to do better.

    And if we don’t wake up—right now—history won’t even remember our failure.

    It’ll be too busy documenting the fallout.

    So come on Gen X. It’s time!

  • The long goodbye just hit fast-forward

    The long goodbye just hit fast-forward

    For years, the ’70s and ’80s have been quietly slipping out the side door—one icon at a time, one memory faded into static. But this week felt different. Like the universe suddenly couldn’t wait any longer to clear a bit more of the stage.

    We didn’t just lose famous names—we lost pieces of the soundtrack, the laugh track, the strange and beautiful chaos that raised us.

  • After Late-Stage Capitalism: Where Do We Go From Here?

    After Late-Stage Capitalism: Where Do We Go From Here?

    You don’t need a PhD in economics to feel that something’s off.

    Groceries cost more, jobs feel more fragile, housing looks like a luxury product, and half the tech CEOs sound like they’re pitching a video game plot instead of running real-world companies. Meanwhile, billionaires are racing each other to space while your rent races you into a corner.

    This is what people mean when they talk about late-stage capitalism. It’s not an end date on a calendar. It’s a mood. A vibe. A phase in the life cycle of an economic system that feels increasingly disconnected from reality.


    So What Is Late-Stage Capitalism, Really?

    It’s the point in a system’s evolution where:

    • Markets are no longer free, just engineered
    • Wages stagnate while productivity and profits soar
    • Basic needs become “subscription services”
    • Work is precarious, but shareholders are thrilled
    • Governments serve markets instead of citizens
    • Every crisis gets monetized—healthcare, climate, war, education

    It’s Uber drivers with master’s degrees. Teachers driving DoorDash. People crowdfunding insulin while the stock market hits record highs. It’s burnout, hustle, and “grindset” culture masquerading as freedom. It’s a society that treats rest like laziness and wealth like morality.

    In short: it’s the moment when the system stops pretending it’s for everyone.


    So What Comes Next?

    That’s the question. And we’re all going to have to answer it—whether we want to or not. Because systems don’t last forever. They evolve. They collapse. They mutate. Or, sometimes, they’re dragged kicking and screaming into something new.

    Here are five directions we might be headed:


    1. State Capitalism

    Same market, new driver.

    In this version, governments take a more active role—not to help you, but to strategically control markets. Think China’s model: heavy surveillance, controlled growth, and national champions in tech and energy. Markets are tools, not ideals.

    Upside: Infrastructure might actually get built.
    Downside: Dissent gets a lot more expensive.


    2. Technocratic Feudalism

    You’ll own nothing—and still pay monthly fees.

    Imagine a future where democracy erodes, but Amazon has great customer service. Where mega-corporations are the de facto governments, and your social credit score determines what you can access.

    Think: smart homes, dumb laws, and “Terms of Service” that rule your life.

    Upside: Efficiency. Innovation. Personalized everything.
    Downside: No exit button. No real power.


    3. Eco-Social Capitalism

    Capitalism with a conscience—and a carbon cap.

    This is the idealists’ version: a restructured economy that prioritizes sustainability, equity, and long-term thinking. Maybe we get universal basic income. Maybe we regulate tech. Maybe we stop treating the planet like an ATM.

    Upside: Human dignity. Ecological survival.
    Downside: Short-term disruption. Lots of angry billionaires.


    4. Decentralized Utopia

    Crypto, co-ops, and code-based governance.

    This one’s for the web3 dreamers. Power moves from central institutions to decentralized networks. DAOs replace corporations. You vote with tokens, earn through participation, and store your wealth outside the banks.

    Upside: Radical autonomy and transparency.
    Downside: Scams, fragmentation, and the occasional rug pull.


    5. Collapse or Authoritarianism

    When the lights flicker and the flags get darker.

    Not the feel-good option, but one we can’t ignore. If inequality keeps widening, climate shocks intensify, and trust erodes further, we could see the rise of hard borders, strongmen, and failing institutions.

    Upside: None.
    Downside: All of them.


    What Do You Want to Come Next?

    This isn’t just an academic exercise. What comes after late-stage capitalism depends on us. On the stories we tell, the systems we build, and the power we choose to either accept or reject.

    You don’t have to be a policy wonk to start imagining alternatives. You just have to look at the world around you and ask: Is this working? And if it’s not, what would?

    Because the next chapter is being written right now—by corporations, by governments, by you, and by me. And the question isn’t just what comes next.

    It’s who gets to decide.

  • When to Walk Away: A Business Lesson from the Trading Terminal

    When to Walk Away: A Business Lesson from the Trading Terminal

    There’s a moment in business—just like in trading—when your thinking brain quietly exits the building. It doesn’t slam the door or send a calendar invite. It just disappears. And suddenly your emotional brain lights a cigarette, rolls up its sleeves, and says, “Relax—I’ve got this.”

    Spoiler: it does not have this.

    This week, that moment cost me $895 in trading—one bad trade across multiple accounts for a total of an $11,635 loss. But this isn’t about trading. It’s about the universal impulse to stay in the deal too long.

    Read the full post on my Substack here.

  • What is the FIRST thing you notice about someone?

    What is the FIRST thing you notice about someone?

    Science tells us the very first thing we instinctively notice about someone isn’t their height, weight, hairstyle, or even that questionable fashion choice from the ‘90s—it’s whether they’re male or female. And when there’s ambiguity, our brains can glitch a bit, making us do a subconscious double-take. It’s not prejudice; it’s just human wiring.

    Now, stick with me here. Just like you, I’m still a bit salty about Pluto losing its planet status. Science updates can mess with our heads, especially when they change how we see the world—or ourselves. But here’s the deal: science has revealed that gender isn’t a simple either/or thing. I know, right? 🤯

    Think about it—within the category of men you know, some might be macho football fanatics, and some might prefer writing software or novels. Women range from the ultra-feminine to those who could probably beat me at arm-wrestling (honestly, not that high of a bar). Gender traits vary, and now science shows us that variation doesn’t neatly stop at the borders we’ve always assumed.

    I understand the discomfort around this—change can feel unsettling. But refusing to acknowledge this complexity is a bit like stubbornly insisting a tomato is a vegetable. Comforting? Maybe. Accurate? Not quite.

    And speaking of accuracy, did you know there’s an entire range of naturally occurring biological variations in gender anatomy? Some individuals are born intersex, with genuinely ambiguous physical characteristics due to various combinations of chromosomes, hormones, and anatomy. Science recognizes these realities, and we’ve largely learned not to ridicule people for traits they can’t control—like height, skin color, or sexual orientation. It’s time we grew up and added gender identity to that list of basic human respect.

    Which brings me to sports – the big controversy of the political moment. A common objection I hear is, “But what about sports fairness?” Look, fairness matters. No one wants LeBron James competing in women’s gymnastics—although I’d honestly pay good money to see him try (and I tried for at least 15 minutes to get AI to generate an image of that for us to enjoy but apparetly it goes against something called “Standards & Practices” but I think ChatGPT’s creators have lost their sense of humor). But seriously, we already categorize athletes based on criteria like weight, age, and skill. Adding hormone levels or other scientifically sound criteria to ensure fair competition isn’t some radical move. The Olympics do it. Professional sports do it. It’s simply adjusting categories to reflect reality, something sports have always done.

    The goal isn’t to erase fairness; it’s to embrace reality with compassion, reason, and a bit of humor. So yeah, Pluto might not be a planet anymore, and gender might not be strictly binary, but we’re still orbiting in the same solar system. Let’s keep adapting, laughing a bit, and relying on science to guide us forward.

  • My Struggle with Stupid People

    My Struggle with Stupid People

    Let’s get something straight right off the bat—I’m not talking about people with below-average IQs. Intelligence isn’t the issue here. Some of the smartest people I’ve met couldn’t change a tire or balance a checkbook to save their lives, and some of the most practical, insightful people I know wouldn’t do well on an IQ test.

    And I don’t hold myself up as some kind of genius. Believe me, I’ve made my share—and probably some of your share—of dumb decisions. Decisions that would make the Three Stooges look like Nobel Prize winners. But here’s the thing: I am not stupid.

    Because stupid isn’t about IQ—it’s about refusing to think critically.

    So, let’s run a quick litmus test for critical thinking:

    When was the last time you heard a better argument than the one you had and thought, ‘Damn… I might be wrong’? If you can’t think of a single time, that’s a red flag.

    Do you ever get new information and just… ignore it? If your instinct is to double down instead of reconsider, congratulations—you’re human. But critical thinkers push past that reflex.

    Here’s where I struggle: I have to work hard to feel empathy for people who have all the information they need to make good voting decisions but still choose to vote against their own interests.

    It’s one thing to be misled. It’s another to be willfully ignorant. And when people keep making choices that actively harm themselves—and the rest of us—it’s hard not to be frustrated.

    The truth is, democracy depends on people actually thinking. And if we can’t do that, we’re in real trouble.

  • Regrets! Regrets! Regrets! And The Eternal Blooper Reel in My Head

    Regrets! Regrets! Regrets! And The Eternal Blooper Reel in My Head

    I’ve got a blooper reel running in my head. No, it’s not the kind of reel you’d expect after a day of business or trading mishaps. This isn’t about missed opportunities or the times I could’ve done better in my career. This is the real blooper reel. The one that plays on a loop whenever I let my guard down.

    It’s the awkward social moments, the times I misread the room, and the moments when I know—deep down—I’ve let people down. It’s about failing to live up to my own standards. Every time I should have been more presentmore compassionate, or just plain more human… I’m there in my head, replaying it all.

    What’s strange is that it’s always running. Every conversation, every social interaction, every moment where I didn’t say the right thing or dropped the ball—it loops in my mind, over and over. And I’m not sure how to turn it off. Not because I haven’t tried, but because it’s like the movie I didn’t ask to be the star of. It just keeps going.

    I’m not diagnosed with OCD (though, who knows, maybe that’s in the cards for later). I’ve got ADHD—which is probably part of the reason why I sometimes struggle to focus on what’s in front of me rather than the endless mental reruns. But ADHD doesn’t explain the constant mental commentary. That’s all me, every day, reliving these moments in vivid, technicolor detail like I’m trapped in an infinite loop of social faux pas.

    Maybe the “blooper reel” is universal—we just don’t admit it out loud. But I can’t help but feel like I’m watching a never-ending series of mistakes, and the worst part is, I imagine everyone who has been on the receiving end missteps is constantly watching too. So the shame and embarrassment are always turned up to 11.

    I don’t want this to sound like some “woe is me” post. The reality is, I’m working through this. I’m figuring out how to let go of the things that don’t serve me and focus on what’s ahead. But it’s hard. It’s exhausting. And for someone who’s spent years building businesses, trading gold, and dealing with the stresses of life, it’s a whole new level of self-inflicted pressure.

    I know I’m not the only one dealing with this. There are so many of us out there—fighting to silence the self-doubt, the moments we didn’t do or say enough. The truth is, it’s a battle. And some days, I’m winning. Other days? I’m stuck rewinding the same mistakes, trying to “fix” things that are long past fixing.

    But here’s the thing: I’m learning to embrace the fact that perfection doesn’t exist. That reel may never stop playing, but maybe I don’t have to listen to it on repeat. I’m still human, and I’ll still make mistakes, but I’m trying to make peace with the fact that I don’t need to be perfect.

    So if you’re out there feeling like I am—stuck in your own head, running your personal blooper reel—just know you’re not alone. We’re all trying to find a way to live with the past, move forward, and make the future just a little less complicated.

  • The Return of MikeMcCready.com: A New Era Begins

    The Return of MikeMcCready.com: A New Era Begins

    Well, here we are. 

    MikeMcCready.com is back, after a five-year hiatus. That’s right—five years. It’s like I put the site in a time capsule, buried it, and then dug it up again with a rusty shovel. Honestly, I’m a little surprised the whole thing didn’t just disintegrate into dust, but here we are, better than ever.


    You may notice something right off the bat: this site looks nothing like the old one. That’s because I completely trashed the previous version. It was like a car that kept breaking down, so I decided to set it on fire and buy a new one. And by new one, I mean I built a site from scratch. That’s right—zero to hero, baby.


    Now, let me address the posts that appear before today. Yes, you’ll see some content from the old site lingering around. These are the posts that I felt were worth preserving—things that are still relevant or have some value, even if they come with a bit of dust. They were brought over here, mostly because I’m a nostalgic fool and can’t let go of everything (I’m looking at you, 2017 blog posts). But from this point forward, everything you see on this site will be fresh, new, and part of this new era of MikeMcCready.com.


    So, why the reboot? Honestly, I felt like the old site had run its course. It wasn’t speaking to who I am now or where I’m headed. I’ve done a lot since I last posted here: from dealing with some health challenges, to a lot of travel, to exiting Music Xray and taking on new challenges like scalping gold on XAUUSD and trying not to lose my shirt while doing it. Life, business, and politics are always evolving, and it felt like time to build something that reflects all the evolution that’s taken place in my world.


    This site isn’t just a platform for old achievements, though—it’s going to be a place where I can share my thoughtsreflections, and insights into the things that matter to me: from politics and society to personal growth and the constant flux that is my life. Because let’s face it, if we’re not learning and evolving, then what are we doing? (Don’t answer that—just keep reading.)


    I’ll also be writing with a little more humor than before. Because if there’s one thing I’ve learned in my career—and in life—it’s that humor makes everything more bearable. Politics, business, trading… they’re all serious, but if we can’t laugh at ourselves every once in a while, we’re probably doing it wrong.


    So welcome to the new MikeMcCready.com. It’s a place for fresh ideas, occasional rants, and a bit of reflection on everything I’ve learned along the way. Whether you’re here for my thoughts on businesstrading, or why authoritarianism is bad for democracy (let me count the ways), I hope you’ll find something that sparks your interest.


    Thanks for coming back. It’s good to be here. I’m sticking around for a while.

  • You know you’ve arrived when you get to Pyongyang!

    You know you’ve arrived when you get to Pyongyang!

    The image above is of Pyongyang at dawn as seen from my hotel window.

    This is the third in a series of posts on my recent trip to North Korea. This is part 1 and this is part 2.
    …………………

    The Tupolev jetliner on which we arrived from Beijing pulled up near the only terminal at Pyongyang’s Sunan International Airport. There was construction underway next door at the skeleton of the new terminal that’s being built and as we deplaned down the stairs, every worker stopped in his tracks and observed us in fascination. Working at this particular site must be one of the most interesting construction jobs in town. Seeing foreigners every day, observing how they dress, what they carry with them, how they interact with each other… that’s quite unusual for North Koreans of all classes.

    In mid November it’s cold in Korea and I was anxious to get inside the terminal but the expected blast of warm air didn’t hit us as we approached the doors, which were being held open by the steady stream of passengers who had deplaned in front of us. The terminal wasn’t heated. Most public buildings aren’t heated including museums and even theaters – although we were told the heating in the theater, where we saw the circus (that’s another story) was on the fritz but usually working.

    Passport controlThe main room of the airport terminal is long and rectangular, about the size and shape of a football field. It is open from one end to the other but divided into zones or spaces. The quarter we walked into was where the lines formed to get through passport control. That’s where they take the visa they previously issue you that shows you’re authorized to be in the country. I’d had my visa for a while as our trip was planned five months in advance. Once they take it from you at the airport, you never see it again. Later, when you meet your minders, you’re relieved of your passport and you don’t see that again until you’re about to depart the country. That was one of the strangest feelings in my life and when my passport was taken I felt naked. But the feeling passed and everything was fine.

    Passport control is all business. They don’t stamp your passport; not even if you ask nicely. Taking pictures in the airport is strictly prohibited and they don’t bother to ask nicely. The pictures I’m showing you of the airport are nabbed off the Internet where apparently someone was able to get away with it. North Korea’s attitude toward visitors is similar to how you might think of guests in your home. You are expected to behave nicely, be gracious, compliment the host often, and if you came to gawk or criticize you’ll wear out your welcome quickly and if you go even further and repeatedly disobey key rules (like preaching Christianity), you’ll be asked to leave – or worse, to stay longer then you intended; perhaps much longer and perhaps you’ll be given a new career as a miner, a logger, or as a rock breaker. Kenneth Bae, the Korean-American missionary who is currently being held in North Korea was recently sent back to a hard labor camp.

    While that thought was always in the back of my mind, I never once felt unwelcome or in any kind of danger. The recipe for a great and enlightening trip to North Korea is pretty simple. Just follow the rules, which are not unreasonable in exchange for a glimpse into their world for a few days. The rules are of course quite unreasonable if you have to live there. But that’s what I went to see and if things you and I consider crazy weren’t going on there, I wouldn’t have had the curiosity to go. When I’ve recounted a story or two about some of the constraints we were under, a few friends have said to me, “Well, I would have said this, or I would have just reacted like that….” and yes, it constantly crossed my mind to push the boundaries, but philosophical contention would have just shut down our minders, made them feel defensive and less likely to be open with us. After all, since we did not speak Korean and we could not go anywhere outside the hotel without our minders, we were dependent upon them for much of our experience there. No doubt it was limited, but it would have been counter-productive to limit it even more by being a contrarian. My advice? Just roll with it. You’ll have a more enriching experience and doing otherwise isn’t going to change anything except potentially your departure date.

    Reverse security at Pyongyang airport. You actually go through x-ray to get out of the airport.To get into North Korea at the airport you actually go through backward airport security. We went through a metal detector and had our luggage x-rayed in order to leave the airport and we were required to hand-over our electronic devices to be inventoried. I gave them my MacBook Pro, my iPad, and two iPhones. I lost sight of each one for only a very brief moment while I was otherwise being asked about my possessions but they were immediately returned to me. I had them all powered off. I’m not an expert in spy-craft but I don’t think there was enough time, the right people, or the right equipment there to have done anything to them or altered them in any way. I didn’t lack paranoia but I really didn’t see anything that concerned me.

    The North Korean officials aren’t disturbed anymore with foreigners bringing in their consumer electronics. I’m sure they don’t hesitate to spy on you and hack into your devices if they deem you to be a person of interest. We three music business friends didn’t make that grade. And North Korea is not concerned about how you might communicate with the outside world, because you basically can’t. Your devices are pretty useless to you inside the country. They can’t connect to the local cell network so their only worthwhile feature is really just the camera. North Korea used to require westerners to “check their devices” at the airport and pick them up on the way out but they have relaxed that policy in the past year or so.

    On the other side of reverse airport security we were met by our two minder-guides. A 29 year old guy named Pyong and a 24 your old woman named Pang. Pang and my travel companion, Charlie Kennedy, who was on his eighth trip to North Korea, go way back and said warm hellos. Pyong was unfamiliar but warm nonetheless.

    Charlie is a bit of a local celebrity in the Democratic People’s Republic of Korea and it was due to him that I was able to go on this trip. He owns a record company in London to which are signed some artists you’ve heard of. On the side, he’s an aviation enthusiast and years ago he began going to places in the world where the commercial airliners fly planes that are perfectly safe, but that are old and no longer in service in other parts of the globe. For example, he and his aviation buddies go to Iran to fly on Boing 707’s since the only Boing 707 in operation outside Iran belongs to John Travolta. On one of their trips, they had the idea of figuring out how to go to North Korea to fly on soviet-built planes that are no longer in service in Russia and thus began Charlie’s North Korea exploits. In order to organize these trips, Charlie teamed up with London-based Juche Travel Services, who were already operating regular tourist travel from London into the hermit kingdom.

    Left to right, Pyong, Charlie Kennedy, Pang, Michael Bramwell, MeWhen you’re a westerner who shows up to take internal flights throughout North Korea, your profile rises among the officials who are concerned with such things. So, when Charlie asked if he could come back the next time with two friends who were not especially into aviation, and get a “Greatest Hits” tour of North Korea, they we happy to accommodate and as a consequence, we were teed up for a very special tour with perhaps a bit more access than most. So, as we walked from the front doors of the airport to the waiting minivan, Charlie was stopped multiple times by local officials and other minder/guides who were there to pick up other guests. He was all but asked to sign autographs. I knew right then that this was going to be an amazing experience.

    Being a minder in North Korea is a top job and requires excellence in studies at Kim Il-Sung University, their version of Harvard. Even so, neither of our minders had ever met a foreigner before receiving their first assignments as guides, several years ago. Neither had ever traveled outside North Korea. It follows that they had never been in another time zone. They understood jet lag conceptually but had never experienced it. Their English was completely fluent. Not perfect. Not what you would expect from someone who had completely immersed themselves in a language and a culture for years, but impressive for having learned it entirely inside North Korea and through their interactions with foreigners. Communication with them was easy and misunderstandings, when they occurred, were quickly cleared up.

    An example of propaganda seen throughout the country, meant to raise morale and inspire the people.A few days later, after confidences had been won and camaraderie had set in, I asked Pyong and Pang if their government is concerned about how much exposure the minders have to foreigners. We were told that they indeed are concerned and that after a few tours they are required to go to de-briefing classes where they share their experiences with other minders and talk about keeping the faith in the North Korean system of Juche (total self-reliance). I wondered about the social prestige of being a minder. Was it considered a prestigious job? Enviable? They told us that while it’s considered a good job and one needs to have performed their studies with excellence and be hand-picked for the post, most North Koreans were unaware the job even existed. I threw out the hypothetical scenario of Pang’s mom telling a friend what Pang’s job is. She said most people would look back in bewilderment and say something like, “What? So her job is to accompany foreigners in the country and speak English all day and attend to them? Why is that a job? That job exists?” To put it in context, you have to realize how long a North Korean can go without ever seeing a foreigner. Outside Pyongyang, foreigners are rarely seen at all and are never seen off the beaten path.

    The airport is about 40 minutes north of the city so on the ride in to Pyongyang, we were told the rules about taking pictures. We would be allowed to take as many as we wanted except in places where we were told beforehand that no photos would be allowed. Frankly, that didn’t happen often, mostly due to not being taken to very many places that would be embarrassing to North Korea. Occasionally, we were told not to take pictures in places where the reason behind the ban was puzzling, like the museum to the city’s subway system. Pyong and Pang were frank about the reasons photos and our movements were restricted. They told us there had simply been too many foreigners in the country with an agenda to make North Korea look bad. They said that every city in the world has ugly parts and every country deals with poverty and they aren’t different. But they do get upset they have to ask their invited guests not to go home and talk smack about their country. To them it’s a bit perplexing and they believe it arises due to the misinformation we’re all given about North Korea and to the basic animosity the world unjustifiably feels toward them. They believe their bad reputation is purposefully caused by the US.

  • What’s it like to fly to North Korea?

    What’s it like to fly to North Korea?

    One of the only ways into North Korea is through China. From Beijing there are daily flights on Air Koryo, the North Korean state-run airline. The planes they operate, at least for these daily flights to Pyonyang, are fairly new and modern, built in the 1990’s, and they feel just like any Boing 737 or Airbus A320 you may have recently boarded. But they are not. They are Russian-made Tupolev 204′s. We sat in the back mysteriously curtained-off quarter of the plane, which appeared to be reserved for westerners but I’ve been told that’s not the case and that it is not unusual to sit among the natives on these flights.

    The first thing you notice in this section of the plane is the presence of two uniformed government security officers. They don’t try to be discrete. They want you to know they are there and what purpose they serve. They observe you intensely throughout the entire flight. What are you reading? Are you taking pictures? Of what?

    It’s such a strange sensation to feel this watched. Our section of the plane wasn’t filled so my two travel companions and I each had a row of three seats to ourselves. One of the security officers sat down next to me about an hour into the flight as I was taking some pictures and video inside the cabin. He didn’t overtly object to anything I was doing but it did feel a bit intrusive and while he was there I became very self-conscious. We surmised their actions were meant to just send the message that eyes were upon us and we shouldn’t forget it.

    A North Korean Air Koryo attendant wears a pin showing portraits of the late North Korean leaders Kim Il Sung and Kim Jong Il, while she prepares the cabin before take off for Pyongyang from Beijing, China.Upon boarding, the odd and the curious began to stand out to me. Every North Korean on the plane, from the flight attendants to military personnel to the “businessmen” was wearing a lapel pin displaying the portrait of Kim Il-Sung, the founder and deceased eternal President of the country. Some pins also included the portrait of also-deceased former ruler Kim Il-Sung’s son, Kim Jong-Il. The pins are such a presence in the country that we almost never saw someone who wasn’t wearing one. To not wear a pin regularly might almost be seen as an act of disloyalty – and given that anyone’s friends and neighbors might report them for such acts, ordinary citizens tend to publicly overstate their devotion to the regime at every opportunity. I began to think of the entire North Korean society as a bit sect-like. And as on a commune where everyone might be referred to as brother this or sister that, North Koreans refer to each other as “comrade” and they generously salt their conversations with references to the Dear Leader. As in…

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      “How was your day?”

    “It was hard, but not nearly as hard as that of the Dear Leader who has the weight of the Korean People’s future on his great and mighty shoulders.”

    These pins are not available to foreigners. You can’t buy them and they aren’t given as gifts. They are not trivialized. You are meant to be North Korean to own one and you’d better not go more than two days in a row without wearing one if you know what’s good for you! They are worn on the lapel of respectable clothing. Citizens are excused from sporting one if they are dressed for hard manual labor.

    The next thing I noticed was what was playing on the plane’s TV monitors. It was like bad 70′s TV variety show esthetics mixed with Stalinist patriotic propaganda. Idealistic scenes of North Koreans with happy and fulfilling lives wash across the screens. Young lovers walking among the flowers and beautiful landscapes of North Korean paradise are intermixed with shots of military parades and trainings meant to display the country’s readiness for anything. This is all set to music. Pop music? Rock music? No way. The country is on a pretty strict diet of hymn-like anthems and marches.

    It’s not that the people don’t love pop, rock, blues, soul, and funk. It’s that they’ve never even been exposed to it. Bruce Springsteen? They’ve never heard the name. Elvis? Michael Jackson? Nope. How about the recent pop sensation Psy from South Korea who sings Gangnam Style in their language? The song shocked one of our minders when we played it for him. He had never heard it or anything like it and didn’t seem too thrilled to hear of a South Korean who had become world famous – although, a friend of mine who travels to North Korea frequently tells me that most North Koreans are vicariously proud of the South’s international achievements and that the minders are a bit more versed in international pop culture than the average citizen, who would certainly be completely clueless.